The best of solutions are those that arrive in thier own time
But in the ditch of a bad day in Hell there ain’t no time to be picky, so take a shot either way
Cause if you’re making a decision in that kind of crap shot, screw the mess, you’re in Hell anyway!
Ghost of a Shadow 
Often, my response, be it to how I am feeling or what was on TV that night, is “gun, knife, noose.” End result is always the same but you choose what is least painful for your mood at the time.
So I must be a sadist, because I keep choosing life!
As do I…Perhaps we should form a self sadist support group for all who keep choosing life only to be proven a fool for doing so over and again.
I would suggest that to be a form of torture, but we would all be getting high on the pain!
Yes that defines the present around me but nonetheless I ll take my decision even if it means digging my own grave š
I’ll be the guy digging a hole next to you!